Friday, April 13, 2007
muaha .
today was a really nice day . PE-ed . finally got hold of some economics concept, did some tutorial . laughed really really really hard during H1 tutorial, and had a really unproductive group GP discussion .
hahs . it was super funny in the i space . joking, fooling around, gossiping with xiangyu, cassandra, xiu hao, ying jie, jasmine, melvin. wanted to finish the GP essay by 5pm . but by 5.30 we were still at the introduction paragraph . ._. lol ~ in the end we decided to write in point forms and do the rest at home .
and it was 6pm by then . LOL . so unproductive larh .
headed to amk hub for dinner with xiang yu ~ window shopped for a while, JOKED A LOT in macs . omg . hahas . xiang yu's HAHAHA was super loud larh . lol . our jokes are really bad larh . but super LOL .
hahs . oh yarh . was looking through the mall directory just now and we saw JEAN YIP hair salon and below that is LEONARD blah blah ~! OMG . hahahas . so laughed at our own joke again in front of the stupid directory . anyways, took a picture of the board already . MUST SHOW LEON AND XIU HAO . hahas .
yeah .
and headed home . (:
didnt realise today was friday the thirteenth until gerald said something about it .
everyone's so moody today .
yeayea .
regarding something that happened like a few days ago .
the verbal word abuse was an accident . im not defending anyone . but at that point of time, im really angry . im mentally drained . i have my own schoolwork to rush on, i have my own family problems, i have my own parents argueing in the living room over trivial matters, i have so many things packed in my mind . and then it was like another bomb dropped on my head .
eh hello . im a human being . i have emotions . i can feel angry at times . how the onlookers look at this situation, its like i cannot be angry and have my ways . i have my own reasons to stand on . on one side its about your friends . the other side is someone closer to your heart . i just feel that doing something that insensitive was really wrong . and the word just slipped off . i know it hurts .
yet it was like i did something thats going to get my head rolling off .
my deepest apologies to zy .
i just want to let you know, im not really a goody two shoes . but i know theres a reason behind on why you did that . im really sorry .
and to the onlookers .
im not pampered . i can tell you thats a super wrong word to describe me . i have no comments on whatever you say . you may have different views on me . but thats just what i feel and im making it a point for you to remember .
9:20 PM
